CockbloggingWednesday

Never ever thought I'd be doing this but I'm surprising myself. I think I've been able to convince myself that no one reads this thing anyway so what the hell. There was a time in my youth where the merest wisp of air would result in an erection that could hammer rivets, but either I have mistreated Mr. Magoo outrageously over the years by self abuse or the ravages of age have taken a toll, I simply take a lot more time and stimulation to get hard and even so do not reach the stiffness of yesteryear. At one time my cock was stiff and my back was supple and now..........

And looking at that picture I seem to have shrunk a little too!!!

Discovery

And then I discovered masturbation! My oh My, that first orgasm scared the hell outa me. I shook all over, was nervous, certain I would go straight to hell. But after the third or fourth time it seemed apparent that not only was I not going to hell , I wasn’t even going to die.
So as they say, practice makes perfect and I set out to perfect the art of wanking. I used my hands, old socks, underwear, whatever would soak up the copious amount of fluid generated by my young body in the bloom of youth. My cock at that time stood at a very high angle, grazing my bellybutton really and I could easily spurt hot voluminous streams right over my head.

And even though I’d had a lot of past experience , it had been before the onset of puberty. Now I found myself to be very shy around girls my own age, especially in view of this astonishing orgasmic power in my loins. Though in all my years I have never abandoned the art and particular male skill of intense orgasm by masturbation, I do acknowledge that it is a lonely solitary experience that does not compare in satisfaction with the close intimacy of two lovers connecting in that special way. I knew something was missing!

So I had to find a way to overcome the shyness and fear of rejection that I thought was inevitable in boy/girl relationships. Girls were very attractive to me…not necessarily the otherway around. But I did manage to find a few who thought I was ok . One in particular, an older woman….probably in her 20’s ( I thought she was much older) took me in hand so to speak and my sexual education started in earnest.

Domestic Willy

Burgeoning Interest

Burgeoning Sexual Interest

From early on in life I have been interested in all things sexual. I recall having a babysitter when I was probably 6 or 7 years old who herself was probably a young teenager. I was able to get her to lie naked with me and let me caress her ass….so I delighted in giving her pleasure by tickling her bum. I was immensely curious to have her turn over but she never would. I enjoyed this play but don’t recall being sexually aroused by it….probably was too physically immature at that time.

A little later on the girl next door invited me into her bathroom which was just inside the backdoor to see her naked and to see her play with her pussy. This did arouse me but I was so afraid of being caught in her house by her father that I wasn’t able to respond to her. But when we arranged to meet in the woods at the end of the street I was able to put my wee hard cock into her warm wet pussy. I think I was still too physically immature to have an orgasm, but the enjoyment was there just the same.

In the same neighborhood were 2 other girls 8 or 10 yrs old and my brother and I would fuck them, or so we thought, behind their sofa in their living room. Again no orgasm but certainly erections and penetration. And felt good too.

I am trying to get my feet wet with this blogging thing. Anyone help?